The End

Exams has just ended. 19 days has just ended. My love life has just ended. Don't ask me how, don't ask me why. It just did.

Things end.

Exam break

There will be no update since a few days ago until the end of my exam. I will be busy studying for my exams. There will be no update until after exam. Tata.

Life is a test/

The Tale of 19 Days: Day 7

The Tale of 19 Days:

13.08.2010, Day 7.

6:00 A.M. :-

Wakey wakey my love. Morning. Slept well? Hopefully, you did. I miss the times when I can still call you every morning before going to school and hear that sweet voice of yours.

12:13 P.M :-

You came late to school today. I wondered what delayed your arrival to school. Overslept maybe? Or you came out from your house late and there was a massive traffic jam? Well, it doesn't matter. At least you still came to school and I still get to see you in school. Seeing you is enough as we rarely talked lately. The sight of you is enough to make me happy. 

1:57 P.M. :-

I just finished my lunch. Today's a Friday. Remember what we did for the past few Fridays baby? We would stay back and go for our respective meetings then after that we would meet at my house. I always wait for you to reach my house before we go up to my house together. We would rest for a moment then have lunch together with my parents. One of us would crack a joke during lunch then we would laugh about it. Todays lunch felt different without you here. Even the food is as tasty. Will I ever have the chance to have lunch together with you again my love?

7:38 P.M. :-

Just finished cooking my own dinner and eating it. Hope that you had yours. Remember the other day when you were at my house and my mom went out then asked me to cook lunch? So I did, and you helped me in the kitchen. Nice moments, weren't they? Will you give me the chance to cook for you?

9:26 P.M. :-

I was just going through the times we had together. Remember that you said once that whenever you come over to my house, I would give you a tour around my house? We would first chill in my room, then I would show you the living room, my nonsense stuff around it. Soon, we would move on to the kitchen where I would let you taste whatever my mom cooked on that particular day. Then I would open the refrigerator to let you eat any sweets or chocolates that's in it. In the end, we would hug for awhile before you go home. I want to do that again. Do you?

11:16 P.M. :-

I'm back from work. Are you asleep yet baby? I'm thinking that you are since it's raining and it's very cooling at this time of the night. I want to call you and talk to you. It's been a long time since we talked. Oh well, good night. Sweet dreams baby. I love you.

Amazing from what love can do.

The Tale of 19 Days: Day 6

The Tale of 19 Days:

12.08.2010, Day 6.

6:01 A.M. :-

Good morning my dear. Had a good night sleep? Hopefully you did. Did you ever feel like you know what you're going to do even before you wake up? Because I knew that even before I'm wake up that I want to call you. I really do but I can't.

3:12 P.M. :-

Still in school. You should be getting ready for tuition now as I saw your car passing by McD. I recalled that we used to text as you're getting ready for your tuition. Like always you would always reach your tuition by 4 P.M. and we would text until almost 5 P.M. which is the time your tuition officially starts. It's been quite long that I received or sent a text from and to you. This is so frustrating because I want to text you so badly but I know I must get through this hurdle to do that.

4:39 P.M. :-

Just finished playing basketball in school. Currently in McD with my friends. When I was playing basketball, the ball hit my spectacles and I clashed head to head with one of my friend. I know that if I were to tell this to you by text, you would comfort me with your utmost caring words. I want to see those words again. The words that makes me smile. Words that tells me that I'm being loved by you. I miss them. Will I ever see them again?

8:11 P.M :-

At work now, sitting down thinking of you. Did you eat your dinner baby? Please do eat okay? What are you doing now I wonder? Studying for the upcoming exam perhaps? You know, I saw a girl with extremely long hair which reminded me about one night. Remember that there was a night that I was working and I texted you saying that I saw many beautiful girls? Then you jokingly said that you were emo because I would have the chance to cheat on you. I then reassured you that none of the beautiful girls can be compared to you as you are the most beautiful to me and that I won't cheat on you. Even now, if I was presented with the opportunity, I will not cheat on you. Cause I'm still longing for you.

9:52 P.M. :-

It's raining now. Reminds me of that night which we went for a night walk. We did walked under the rain holding each others hand. Treasuring the time we're having at that moment. Do you remember it my dear? I yearn to hold your hand so badly. We can walk under the rain for the whole night if you want to. I just want to be with you and nothing else.

11.23 P.M :-

Just reached home from work. I was listening to Make Love (English Version) by Big Bang. It brings back a memory that there was once I was singing this song to you while having my arms around you. After I'm done singing, we would kiss. I hope that there's a chance of that happening again. Well, you should be asleep by now. Good night baby. Sweet dreams. This lonely day without is passing soon. Tomorrow will be another day that I will be thinking you throughout the day.

Will you ever feel the same way?

The Tale of 19 Days: Day 5

The Tale of 19 Days:

11.08.2010, Day 5.

6:02 A.M. :-

Morning love. Had a good sleep last night? Dreamed of anything? I dreamed that I was a cop with extremely good kung-fu. Haha. Oh baby, where's your voice in this silent morning? I miss it. I wanna hear it.

2:56 P.M. :- 

School ended. I'm staying back today. Are you? I thought you had RC meeting today? Didn't see your car at the car park though. Anyhow, staying back or not, do remember to eat your lunch ya.

4:58 P.M. :-

Just finished playing football. You would know cause you were there. I saw you smiling, I was happy that you were. But whether is it fake or real, I don't know. But I really hope that it's a real smile with emotions. The smile that I would smile to. The smile that by the sight of it, will make my whole day.

8:42 P.M. :-

I just finished my dinner. You should be having tuition right now. I hope that you did eat your dinner before you went for your tuition. I'm so empty without your presence around me. No text from you. No text to you. No calls to you. No calls from you. It's very quiet and empty over here. How about you my dear?

11:16 P.M. :-

Just had supper with my parents. You should be home from tuition by now.I remember that were nights like this that you would be bugging me that you want to go to sleep and I would purposely keep you awake just because I wanna text with you and see your name appearing on my phone. I miss those nights. Can I have those nights back soon? You should be going to sleep by now. Good night darling. Sweet dreams. I love you now more than ever.

Can you feel this love?

The Tale of 19 Days: Day 4

The Tale of 19 Days:

10.08.2010, Day 4.

6:02 A.M. :-

Morning my love. I believe that you're awake already. Did you have a good night sleep? I hope you did. I missed the time when I used to call you early in the morning on school days. I wanna call you, but I can't. Oh well, see in you school my love.

3:11 P.M. :-

I reached home from school. Heard that you went to McD to have a group study. Well, good luck in your studies. I know you will do well. Oh yeah, remember to have your lunch ya.

6:13 P.M. :-

Hey baby, I'm at work now. Have you reached home yet? You probably would be. What are you doing I wonder? Probably lazing around? Haha. I really miss you baby,

8:11 P.M. :-

Finished work way way earlier today. Went home to finish my assignment. This reminded me how you spurned me to do my homework, to do my assignments, to study hard. Well, because of this encouragement from you, I did finish quite alot of my homework I wish you were here now, to spur me on for my assignment.

12:04 A.M :-

Just finished my assignment. You should be asleep by now. While I was doing my assignment, I remembered the encouragement you gave me at times when I was not doing my homework. I had finished my assignment are slightly because of your inspiration. Well, it's about time to sleep now. Good night. Sweet dreams darling. The end of today signals the start of tomorrow. My hands wanna hold your hands.

You are the best thing that ever happened.