The Tale of 19 Days: Day 6

The Tale of 19 Days:

12.08.2010, Day 6.

6:01 A.M. :-

Good morning my dear. Had a good night sleep? Hopefully you did. Did you ever feel like you know what you're going to do even before you wake up? Because I knew that even before I'm wake up that I want to call you. I really do but I can't.

3:12 P.M. :-

Still in school. You should be getting ready for tuition now as I saw your car passing by McD. I recalled that we used to text as you're getting ready for your tuition. Like always you would always reach your tuition by 4 P.M. and we would text until almost 5 P.M. which is the time your tuition officially starts. It's been quite long that I received or sent a text from and to you. This is so frustrating because I want to text you so badly but I know I must get through this hurdle to do that.

4:39 P.M. :-

Just finished playing basketball in school. Currently in McD with my friends. When I was playing basketball, the ball hit my spectacles and I clashed head to head with one of my friend. I know that if I were to tell this to you by text, you would comfort me with your utmost caring words. I want to see those words again. The words that makes me smile. Words that tells me that I'm being loved by you. I miss them. Will I ever see them again?

8:11 P.M :-

At work now, sitting down thinking of you. Did you eat your dinner baby? Please do eat okay? What are you doing now I wonder? Studying for the upcoming exam perhaps? You know, I saw a girl with extremely long hair which reminded me about one night. Remember that there was a night that I was working and I texted you saying that I saw many beautiful girls? Then you jokingly said that you were emo because I would have the chance to cheat on you. I then reassured you that none of the beautiful girls can be compared to you as you are the most beautiful to me and that I won't cheat on you. Even now, if I was presented with the opportunity, I will not cheat on you. Cause I'm still longing for you.

9:52 P.M. :-

It's raining now. Reminds me of that night which we went for a night walk. We did walked under the rain holding each others hand. Treasuring the time we're having at that moment. Do you remember it my dear? I yearn to hold your hand so badly. We can walk under the rain for the whole night if you want to. I just want to be with you and nothing else.

11.23 P.M :-

Just reached home from work. I was listening to Make Love (English Version) by Big Bang. It brings back a memory that there was once I was singing this song to you while having my arms around you. After I'm done singing, we would kiss. I hope that there's a chance of that happening again. Well, you should be asleep by now. Good night baby. Sweet dreams. This lonely day without is passing soon. Tomorrow will be another day that I will be thinking you throughout the day.

Will you ever feel the same way?

The Tale of 19 Days: Day 5

The Tale of 19 Days:

11.08.2010, Day 5.

6:02 A.M. :-

Morning love. Had a good sleep last night? Dreamed of anything? I dreamed that I was a cop with extremely good kung-fu. Haha. Oh baby, where's your voice in this silent morning? I miss it. I wanna hear it.

2:56 P.M. :- 

School ended. I'm staying back today. Are you? I thought you had RC meeting today? Didn't see your car at the car park though. Anyhow, staying back or not, do remember to eat your lunch ya.

4:58 P.M. :-

Just finished playing football. You would know cause you were there. I saw you smiling, I was happy that you were. But whether is it fake or real, I don't know. But I really hope that it's a real smile with emotions. The smile that I would smile to. The smile that by the sight of it, will make my whole day.

8:42 P.M. :-

I just finished my dinner. You should be having tuition right now. I hope that you did eat your dinner before you went for your tuition. I'm so empty without your presence around me. No text from you. No text to you. No calls to you. No calls from you. It's very quiet and empty over here. How about you my dear?

11:16 P.M. :-

Just had supper with my parents. You should be home from tuition by now.I remember that were nights like this that you would be bugging me that you want to go to sleep and I would purposely keep you awake just because I wanna text with you and see your name appearing on my phone. I miss those nights. Can I have those nights back soon? You should be going to sleep by now. Good night darling. Sweet dreams. I love you now more than ever.

Can you feel this love?

The Tale of 19 Days: Day 4

The Tale of 19 Days:

10.08.2010, Day 4.

6:02 A.M. :-

Morning my love. I believe that you're awake already. Did you have a good night sleep? I hope you did. I missed the time when I used to call you early in the morning on school days. I wanna call you, but I can't. Oh well, see in you school my love.

3:11 P.M. :-

I reached home from school. Heard that you went to McD to have a group study. Well, good luck in your studies. I know you will do well. Oh yeah, remember to have your lunch ya.

6:13 P.M. :-

Hey baby, I'm at work now. Have you reached home yet? You probably would be. What are you doing I wonder? Probably lazing around? Haha. I really miss you baby,

8:11 P.M. :-

Finished work way way earlier today. Went home to finish my assignment. This reminded me how you spurned me to do my homework, to do my assignments, to study hard. Well, because of this encouragement from you, I did finish quite alot of my homework I wish you were here now, to spur me on for my assignment.

12:04 A.M :-

Just finished my assignment. You should be asleep by now. While I was doing my assignment, I remembered the encouragement you gave me at times when I was not doing my homework. I had finished my assignment are slightly because of your inspiration. Well, it's about time to sleep now. Good night. Sweet dreams darling. The end of today signals the start of tomorrow. My hands wanna hold your hands.

You are the best thing that ever happened.

The Tale of 19 Days: Day 3

The Tale of 19 Days:

09.08.2010, Day 3.

4:38 A.M. :-

You sent me a message saying that you wanna come over. I really hope you do. I wanna have my hands around you. I replied you, you haven't replied yet.

5:05 A.M. :-

We exchanged text. You decided not to come over. I accepted your decision, although I really wanted you to come.

4:39 P.M. :-

I reached home after going out with my mother for lunch. I remember the Mondays that you used to come to my house. We would always race back to my house. You would drive and I would take rapid. Today felt so different without that going on.

7:42 P.M. :-

Being bored at work as there is not much customers. How I wish that i could text you and you would cure my boredom. I miss seeing your emoticons.

9:08 PM :-

Customers are very few. I'm bored to death. I need you here to text with me. I wanna share a joke with you. There's so many things I wanna talk to you about.

11:09 P.M :-

Reached home from work. Tomorrow got school, so you're probably asleep. Good night sweetheart. Sweet dreams. Love you. As the clock will struck 12 soon, means a day has gone. A new day has begun. My heart still waits for you.

Every heart beat, beats of you.

The Tale of 19 Days: Day 2

The Tale of 19 Days:

08.08.2010, Day 2.

10:12 A.M. :-

Woke up. Wanted to call you but I can't. I miss hearing your voice through my phone. Had you eaten your breakfast yet? Where are you now? Are you still sleeping or are you outside somewhere? The thoughts continue.

2:54 P.M. :-

I'm having my lunch now. Have you had yours yet? Although I text my other friends, it didn't feel the same like texting you. I really wanna see your name pop up on my phone now.

10:13 P.M :-

Free from orders and currently watching football. I remember that night when I was watching World Cup and we were texting. We wished that we could be in each others arms. I wish that would happen soon.

11:55 P.M. :-

Just finished watching football. You're probably asleep. Good night my dear. Sugar dreams. Another day passes, the wait continues.

How am I gonna sleep without you?

The Tale of 19 Days: Day 1

The Tale of 19 Days:

07.08.2010, Day 1.

2:47 P.M. :-

I wondered if you really walked home or not. If you did, I wondered did you reach home safely. Did you have your lunch? Or did you refuse to eat? Or did you decide to eat maggi mee?

4:13 P.M :-

It's reaching evening soon, are you having a nap now? Maybe you went out? Perhaps you are online? Or you were studying and doing your homework?

10:11 P.M.:-

Finally had time. Was busy the whole night as there was alot of customers since it's a Saturday night. A quiet night for my phone as it rarely rang. Did you have your dinner tonight? I hope you did. I hope that you had a good day today, and there's a smile on your face right now. As it's getting kinda late, probably you're asleep already? Or maybe you're just on your bed relaxing. Perhaps you're online? Chatting in msn or playing games in facebook?

11:04 P.M :-

Home from work. You should be asleep. Sweet dreams my love.

11:42 P.M :-

As I prepare to go to bed, how I wished that you wished me good night via sms. My baby angel, I missed you so. A day is gone, tomorrow awaits and the answer to this speculations gets an inch closer.

You are indeed an angel.